Well I guess im going to use this site to vent and such since its like a journal and proably the only other person whos going to read it is the closest person i know i dont need to censor or cover up what i write here.Lets see I just got out of surgery a couple of days ago i had a bruise on my lung and my chest was compressing on it to hard also i had 3 cracked ribs rubbing against my stomach causing some serious pain and it would have turned into some serious internal bleeding if i didnt do something about it. I felt bad going through the sugery because i made someone very close to me cry and become very very worried about me i never want to hurt her i was kinda suppose to be like this immortal guy in her eyes i never got hurt or anything till now and i kinda let her down. If your wondering how i got the cracked ribs and all its because of some stupid jerk off speeding through a stop sign in a residental area and not fucking paying any attention. i HATE people like that. They dont care for others which means they have no self respect which causes them to be a danger to everyone else around them. Ugh well ive ranted enough for now ill take a break and post another one when i get time